It's beautiful out! The bushes are finally blooming, people are working on their lawns, it's just gorgeous.
I'm debating about whether or not I want to go get the post put in for my root canal today. It's supposed to be at 3, but I haven't been to bed yet.
I went out on the road last night, it's been ages since I could go out with all the training I've been doing. It was a kick, no it was a terrific break. I laughed, I had fun, I'm kicking myself over some things, but it probably wouldn't be me if I didn't. I'm not sure I ever realized how bad I really was when I was younger. Im probably still just as bad, just better at concealing it, or hiding from it.
I don't feel my age, about the oldest I've felt is 35. I'm shocked sometimes when I remember that I'm not 35, They say that inside we never really feel much older than 21, it's true really. There's really only one grown up trait that I wished I'd achieved and that was a knack for handling money, I suck at it.
There was a man standing along the roadway today with a big sign that said "Will Work For Food", I wanted to buy him a sandwich, but I didn't, I figured there must be a pride issue going on, this guy didn't want a handout, he wanted to work for his meal.
Men and women aren't really all that different and it's nice to see that some men are figuring that out.
I like what some people bring out in me. But, I wonder sometimes if I'm willing to make the effort as much anymore.
I'm reminded of a line from a song - "Once again I'm riding shotgun to everything that's on my mind."
I've got a lot of things on my mind
Posted by Mickey at April 16, 2004 1:42 PM